For some reason Jenny has been even heavier on my heart than normal. Maybe it's because in 6 days it will mark the 2 year anniversary of her passing away. Maybe it's because our 10 year class reunion is this weekend and I can't imagine going without her. Maybe it's because "Cryin' for me" by Tobey Keith has been on the radio a lot this week. Or maybe I just simply miss my best friend. She is one person I really could use right about now! I think about Jenny every day and constantly wonder why her. Why take one of the best people in the world. I don't understand the point, but I guess I wasn't suppose to. I started listening to Tobey Keith's song after Jenny died and it still brings tears to my eyes every time I hear it even 2 years later. She isn't the kind of friend that you just find- she was special. She will forever be special to me and hold a special place in my heart. No one can ever replace Jenny or the friendship we had. I don't have much tonight just have a heavy heart and missing my friend.