Sunday, May 8, 2011

Hard Day

Hey Friends,
One thing that popped in my head this morning was that I am a childless mother on Mother's Day. Yes Macie will always be in my heart and will always be my daughter, but she isn't here anymore and therefore I am childless. I kept telling myself today was going to be ok and that I will make it through. I try to mentally prepare myself for the extra hard days and today it didn't work. I just feel blah and depressed today. When I woke up I just started crying. I have thought of so many things I should be doing vs. what I am doing because I have had to endure the hardest thing any mother will ever encounter. My daughter is in Heaven and so today is not a good day. I'm not trying to sound angry or hateful, but today is just down right impossible.
Below is the first picture taken of Macie & I. Don't mind how horrible I look, I had literally just had her. :)
Take Care,


  1. I'm so sorry that today is a hard day

    Thinking of you today ((Hugs))

  2. Oh Lisa, I'm so sorry. I hate that this day was so hard on you. Praying for you as always and missing our girls. Love, Natalie

  3. I felt the same way today and I wasnt even the mother. Abby did ok today we just miss our little girl just like you do.

    Best wishes-
    Zach and Abby Olsen

  4. I am so sorry you had a hard day. Macie will always be with you! Prayers for you to feel God's comfort always, but most of all,on hard days.