26 to 27

Hey Friends,

Another week has come and gone and there isn't a second that goes by that I don't think of Macie. I miss my sweet baby girl so much it still physically hurts. I long to hold her in my arms and see her sweet smile and hear her hilarious belly laugh. I'm thankful for the videos we took of her and the thousand photos we have and we will cherish her forever. She was everything to us and she was perfect.

At her funeral we showed a video that Chris took the night before. She was belly laughing and it was HILARIOUS and we were trying to get her to do it again. I would like to share it with all of you so I will see if I can figure out how to get it uploaded onto here. She is so cute!!

The auction did very well and I'm so happy about it! Doing Spring-for-SIDS and seeing how great it is doing does bring a smile to my face! I know Macie & Maddie are so proud of what we are accomplishing! Go Team M! Thank you everyone who donated and bid...it was a lot of fun to watch!! :) And a special thank you to Barb because she is an amazing woman for orchestrating the whole thing!

Well one of the days I have been dreading is fast approaching...Thursday. Thursday is my 27th birthday and it is going to be hard. I keep telling myself to be happy that day, but that is easier said than done. Part of me wants to forget it is my birthday (another thing that it is easier said than done) and I’m hoping my husband has something planned to distract me, but we will see. A lot has happened to me in a year and I’m not sure if I want to reflect on it or not. One thing I do know for sure is that I’m not the same person I was when I turned 26 that I am at 27.

Take Care,

Lisa